I aint reli an OPEN PERSON...But writin is MY WAY 2 express ma thoughts and CONVEY my emotions....
So am gona write a lil sumting here....
I bin tinkin...dis world is CRAZY...it actualli baffles me...yea i do sit here n tink 2 myself Y AM I HERE...? WHICH PATH DO I FOLLOW...? Lifes complicated but am i grateful for every moment of it...
Wen u cum across ma profile you mite be tinkin Y IS DIS GURL SHOWIN OFF HER BACKOFF...??? DIS GURL MUST B INSECURE U AINT GOT A PIC OF HER FACE...??? WOTS DIS GURL HIDIN FRM...??? DIS GURL IS A HOE...!!! U no wot i dnt blame any of u for tinkin dat way cuz u no wot its human instinct 2 tink da worse of ppl...ppl sit here n say ONLI GOD CAN JUDGE ME....WELL DAT AINT TRU...EVERY1 JUDGES EVERY1...you get judged by ppl everyday... but in my eyes onli GOD's JUDGEMENT ACTUALLI MEANS SUMTING 2 ME... At da end of da day u dnt no me n i dnt no u but da beauty of dis situation is dat i get 2 prove ppl wrong...i get 2 challenge da pre conceptions ppl av of me...
I aint gonna sit here and pretend am perfect cuz i aint...i can b BITCHY....UNRELIABLE...THOUGHTLESS...SELF CENTRED...RUDE... SELF PITYING....SPOILT...am GUILTY OF MATERIALISM...but u no wot all dese tings make me....well ME....n dats a beautiful ting...r IMPERFECTIONS r wot makes us HU WE R....so we shudnt apologise for dat....
Ma AMBITION is wot makes ma life...."DEFERRED GRATIFICATION" all dis hard work 1 day GOD WILLING will pay off.....
I aint gona give away 2 much of MYSELF...cuz i lyk 2 leave a lil mystery...but remember ppl u least expect r da 1s 2 suprise u....
JUST REMEMBER THE INTERNET IS VIRTUAL REALITY THQT ACCOMODATES PEOPLE WITH INSECURITIES BECAUSE IT ALLOWS THEM TO PRTEND AND PLAY THE PERSON THEY WISH TO BE...