How many times can a heart be broken? When is enough more than enough? Being told all your life that ur beautiful sounds like a good thing doesnt it, people always said you wee such a nice sweet boy and smart too. But what if you never beleived it. What if when you looking into the morror you did not see what you wanted to see and lifes end was slowly creeping upon you. Why is it from such a young age you yearned for love but couldnt be loved more? Now you , this beautiful young man are grown, and still so alone, alone in our feelings, ur thoughts, emotions and and sometimes life. No one to turn to when times are rough and all u need is a shoulder and strong arms, at least thi at what u think u need. By now you should be a bitch from all the wrong you have been done, but your not, because unlike most ur heart is pure and although overly taxed you are optimistic that one day your time will come in a great abundance.
The kind of love
That will last always
I need somebody uplifting
To take me away
I want a lover who knows me
Who understands how I feel inside
Someone to comfort and hold me
Through the long lonely nights
Till the dawn
Why don't you take me away
Dreamlover come rescue me
Take me up take me down
Take me anywhere you want to baby now
I need you so desperately
Won't you please come around
'Cause I wanna share forever with you baby
I don't want another pretender
To disillusion me one more time
Whispering words of forever
Playing with my mind
I need someone to hold on to
The kind of love that won't fly away
I just want someone to belong to
Everyday
Of my live
Always
So come and take me away
Dreamlover come rescue me
Take me up take me down
Take me anywhere you want to baby now
I need you so desperately
Won't you please come around
'Cause I wanna share forever with you baby
..........................................................This is cause a girl broke my heart!!!!!
If you are not truly happy with yourself you will continue to find ways of killing yourself, weather with drugs, alchohol, hatred, or whatever it is that drives you to the btink of self destruction. Find what makes you happy and focus on that . I think that was some of the smartest advice I had ever heard